stress oh stress… keeps haunting meeh! xD

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ugh!!! aaarrrgghhh!! waht is it wd teachers today?? it’s lyk they gave us freedom last week (which i did enjoi) nd then now.. all of the sudden… all these deadlines… quizes… nd most of them unannounced… dey sed it was well not properly… imagine using friendster bulletin to announce assignments??! [tenks by the way to our beloved secretareeh jaye who showed concern by posting it but still others lyk meeh ddnt get to read it... although it aint yoor fault bt i knda blame the teachers for not announcin it themselves in class.. xD] nd in ym.. offlyn msg??!! waHk! [tenks to jacky to.. bt i ddnt quite understand that.. xD] oh well~ i guess again, this is my fault for not being so ‘into’ my studies or smething… nd i am sreeh for havin a lyf awtside skul!! ahaha.. kiddin… waHk!! i dunt understand my feeling no more… i am frustrated.. stressed awt.. sad.. . afraid nd scared [the test is ds sat!!!!] waHk!!

i will no longer wonder if i, or any classmate of myn, wil suddenly go insane… i mean c’mon! teachers… i beg yooh.. if yooh cud pls distribute the assignments.. not all at once.. xD in chinese too… we had quiz early ds morning which i wasnt really able to prepare myslef for [due to reasons i'd rather not mention...] nd we have another chi quiz tom… nd on thurs too… we also have HE props due tom.. i missed the trigo remedial for that… i missed the chance of joining the waht myt have bin the ‘key’ to open my mind to trigo! xD [sreeh if i sound drunk coz readin agen waht i wrote.. smethings sound wrong.. but at this point.. i dun really care.. as if smeone wud bother read this nd listen to all my ranting.. xD] anyways, ders also physics experiments… nd econ-physics project… physics proj… waHk! nd more! i wud fail to mention because of my inabilty to think ryt now… my brain is numb.. dead.. idle… yet i continue to rant… xD why??? yooh ans. meeh [f smeone s reading xD] i no longer want to think.. i no longer want to reason awt.. maybe later or in a day or two… but ryt now.. i just wna say [type] waht goes into my head.. i dunt care f it is grammatically incorrect.. xD ahaha… it is no longer my concern.. :p *bleeh*

waHk!! i heard smethin stunning today by the way.. earlier we had our music periodical nd we had to change to different [rather warm] clothes to suite the music… ahaha… it was soooo HOT!!! soooo WARM!!! xD waHk!! [waht's wrong wd d wrld?? yooh people r destrying it! the ozone layer.. greenhouse effect.. blah! xD] anyhow, my classmate said this stunning sentence… it went something lyk: "Lord!! why is it so hot?! we don’t deserve this!"… i am pretty sure wd d wrds "we don’t deserve this" coz it surely stunned/shocked/aghast/surprised/dismayed/appalled meeh… XD how cud she say we dunt deserve dt??  i mean we all deserve to die actually.. to burn in hell because of our sins… we are spoz to suffer… to be destroyed becoz of our sins… i have learned from Eric Ryan Co… my friend.. who wrote smething b4.. and the essence of waht he wrote jst stuck to my head… he said there that God created us… and we sin a lot… as we sin we hurt God… we, the creations He love, hurt Him a whole lot… we hurt Him more than enuf to give Him the reason to destroy us nd kill us all… He should kill us to stop the hurting ryt?? but He ddnt… see how great His love is for us?? truly is amazing.. He even sent His Son down with us.. He made His Son lyk us.. a human being… nd He took all the insults, the pain, the agony, the mocking form us.. His beloveds… can yooh imagine yoor girlfriend? yoor boyfriend? bestfriend? yoor mum or dad? sister or brother?? can yooh imagine them insulting yooh nd mocking yooh the way we did to Jesus?? it wud hurt so deeply ryt?? ahaha… i need not to ask yooh coz i know it does.. huhuhuhu… so sad.. but yooh know waht?? we shud be thankful our God is a loving and forgiving Father… 

    

    here’s a verse i memorized from dvbs 2003 i think? xD uhm..

      Ephesians 2:8-9 "For it is by grace yooh have been saved, through faith… and this not from yoorselves, it is the gift of God… not by works, so that no one can boast." 

wow! such a be-a-u-tiful verse!! xD we have been saved by His grace!!! He did it all!! not us.. not by our works… He did it all…  so we can’t boast about this..  wow Lord!! tenkyooh so so much for the grace and the joy i’m feeling as of the moment..  weeeH~ ahaha…

oohhh… the past few days:

 

friday.. in byf…

      we came late coz we went striaght to princess… we had the snax wd us pa jud! bang!! xD ahia charles said pastor was mad.. bt wen we arrived.. he seemed oki… oh yeah karla went too nd am sreeh if i wasnt really wd her coz i tot dem prnz r ‘clicking’ turns awt.. prnz went wd her coz la daw cya kuyug.. xD made meeh feel guilty! waHk!! nd uhm… yeah.. the verse John 10:27-30(?)  was the verse we discussed bout.. [typin this.. i think i blogged bout friday.. but then agen am sooo not sure.. wait i think i did.. oh well~]

saturday.. anney celebrates…

   saturday we celebrated anney’s birthday (09/20/05) ahaha.. went very late lyk 4+ instead of lunch tym xD … twas sad nly meeh, jush, nd kenneth was able to go coz dem emmie nd shtan’s parent/s were mad.. nd uhm… timmy had a competition… jerry had no transpo… nd prnz ddnt go coz she had to ‘man’ xD to bantay der tindahan… xD oh well~ am glad i went coz anney sed i made her feel special… am glad she felt that….  weeH~

sunday: i missed qpids grand finals! ggrr… xD i bought a thesaurus! weeh~ a clip board… a bu: Expanding yoor view.. seeing the world God’s way… produced by: youth with a mission..  [hope i rily read it] nd uhm.. yeah got soooo annoyed coz of personal reasons i’d rather not say…

ranting agen tuk away [smehow] my frustrations… ahaha

bt i myt get frustrated agen coz hafta studeeh chinese bontoy!! arrgh!! XD nyways… ciao!!

i gez dats a rap… :p

man ds loooooong. xD

buhbye~! God bless!

-a11is0n-

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*shmyl… even if yooh feel lyk frownin… 

aLL worN awT

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… i feeL so tired… but it is too early for meeH to be shleeping… hahaiz… ders so so so much things to be done… but oh so lil tym for meeH to do dem… plus i dunt knw how pa jud to manage my tym honestly!!! xD waHk!

huhuhu… i feeL lyk cryin but i cant… soooo kapoi jud.. lotsa projects nd ass… nd have to catch up in trigo nd algeb (grr.. y’d i have to get sick?!)… plus ders the econ business proj… ders music pt ds mon nd we haven’t really practiced for it mga an hour or so lng… nd oh my!!! OH nO!!! next week sat. ts our quartely test nah in major subjects!!! here’s the annoying lil schedule that i wud lyk to share to yooh:

QUARTERLY TEST SCHEDULE:

     Oct. 1 (Sat) -> Economics

                        -> Physics

     Oct. 3 (Mon)-> English

                        -> Algebra

                        -> Chinese

     Oct. 4 (Tue)-> Trigonometry

                        -> CLF (Catholic Life Formation)

                        -> Filipino

…arrrggHH!!! i feeL so much pressure is on meeH… ahaha… but i knw some of it are my own doings… but others.. i dunno nah… hahaiz… i am soooo scared that i myt get a D… a failing mark in  the card…  i ddnt even want a C but yeah~ have one nah in aLgeb.. an 83… not bad considering i was expecting a D becoz of my very very low score in the quaterly test… how will i survive? aaarrrgghh! xD i really wana cry nah… huhuhu… i wna die… ahaha but it’s all gna be good… i knw.. coz my Father is der looking over meeh… nd i have my friends who are praying for meeh.. nd of corz my fam too.. i just hope this feeling i have now will jst go away! i feel so useless.. ahaha…. i knw am not spoz to… gez ts jst one of those days…

i’m chattin wd friends as i blog.. nd i am slowly… smehow feeling better… tenkyooh Lord… i will cast my burden upon Him.. ders a verse for that… i’l find it nya… 

hhmmm.. on wd d aders things… uhm.. i went to byF knina…  nd hirs d verse we discussed on after playin a shrt game.. John10:27-30 "My sheep listen to voice; I know them, and they know me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch  them out of my Father’s hand. I and the Father are one."  ponder on this will yooh? 

after byF was gna go to a parteeh.. bt since wala may klaru…  i ddnt go.. went wd my fameehly nlng nd we ate in yala den went home… ahaha…

hmmm… waht else? weLL… nuthin much.. bt cant wait to celebrate d burdeeh of our very dear friend anney~! smething to look forward to at least.. XD smethin bin lukin forward to since last sat nd it smehow helped meeh go through this week… nd mind yooh… this week was such a drag nd tiring ka.u… super! XD

i gez dts a rap… am gna chat a lil mre.. prepare for bed.. den do devotions.. nd shleep… hpe i can wake up early to make anney’s girt… tc yooh all! let’s keep prayin…

I LOVE YOOH LORD!!! *mwah…

-a11is0n-

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a veRy bLesseD daY… =)

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today is the day… weHoo~… i cELebrate my birthday… i see my oLd friends nd my cLassmates… and fameeHly too…  waHk! wat a daY this wud be…

ahahaha… started off bein late… we said 11 nd we left the house like round 10 mins to 11…. ahaha… we went to pick up danna nd den pasd by prnz house to fetch dt thingy her mum made 4 jush who had dengue…. kenneth nd anney ddnt go to my house wen dey wer spoz to… anney was stiLL shLeepin… waHk! wat was ds? a bad start? XD oh weLL~ so wen we reached sunburst (finally after the many delays) … the one by baraks… near ayala… dapit sa bridge… ahaha… it was funny because wen we got there… there was no one there… not later than 5 mins karLa came in… she sed she was arrived earlier bt was worried coz no one was der… xD

it took awyL b4 others started arrivin… i was kinda worried dt onLy a few wud b able to make it… buT enuf ppL came to sort of fiLL up the tables… xD although there were a Lot of VacAnt seats…

it was really hard for meeH.. i felt sorta stressed out nd i kept worryin… wat f deyr bored? wat f they think it was a bad party? wat if they thought that wasnt worth their taxi fare (for those who took taxi… :()

it was also hard to entertain all of them… they wouldn’t talk and it took awhile (nd some begging) b4 they started eating deR foOd… XD

weLL after i saw dem talking… although not really mingling… i felt better… ahaha… although i knew it wud have been easier if princess (who was sick) and anney (who was late bec of overshleepin) were there with meeH… ahaha…

aLthough there were those who ddnt make it… i’d say it was all good~ ahaha… although i’m not sure it was worth their tym… waHk! 

after aLL that, i finaLLy ate… ahaha… twas bout 1+ waHk! i was gna wait for anney… but she said she already ate… nd i was kinda hungry to… it was weird coz i ddnt eat much… XD

everyone started leavin… one by one they left nd said their ‘gudbyes’, ‘tenkkyus’, and der ‘happy birthdays’ XD pretty soon my fameeHly left… dey paid the bills nd left meeH sme money for any additionaL orders… XD finally anney arrived wen i was dne eating…. i was left with the following guest: jerry, shtanleeh, emmie, danna, jacLyn, rosa, fre-duh, anney…

we were then off to visit jush in the hospitaL… we walked goin to ayala… we took pictures under the bridge nd on the grassy areas by ayaLa (since we never really set our foots there.. ever!) XD we continued our journey into ayaLa… we were gna buy jush smethin bt we figured we’d buy smewhere nearby the hospital…

in ayaLa we bumped into tiF, ing, and [P] (for those who dunno, [P] is yves)… we tokd for awYL… then meeH and anney ran to the money changer because she needed her aussie dollars changed to pesos…. after we ran bak to where the others were waitng… kenneth nd emmie came from natio nd kenneth ddnt seem to have found waht he needed… we were now ready to leave…

as we were walkin towards d jeepney terminal.. i felt knda sad coz danna had to go smewer else… nd i remember she told meeH this myt be her last yr. hir since they’l be migrating to teXas… :’( i hugged her tyt nd then we sed our ‘goodbyes’

in the jeepney…

i think we got on 06H?? ahaha.. kinda forgot… it was sort of a bumpeeH ryd but it was fun… i kinda got a lil crazy laffin for reasons i forgot…  XD the ladeeH beside meeH asked meeh  where we studied before we got off the jeepney… i dunno why but i ans her and also gave her a shmyL.. 

off the jeepney…

we went off the jeepney and walked to ALA KING… ahaha anney bought jush chicken sopaz… meeh and anney also ate bananaz… meeH and emmie bought siopao for jush’s parents… emmie paid for it…  she tricked meeh! XD waHk~ so basically waht i brought was chicken frm sunburst… XD ahaha…

to room 624 (?)

we made are way to jush’s rum… his parents were der nd i timmY was too… (he ddnt make it to sunburst for reasons… again.. i forgot.. XD) soon jacKY nd d rest sed they had to go  back to ayaLa… xD so i walked dem to the elevator…  i saw jush’s parents der and had a very short conversation wd his mum… after i ran to d rum (i dunno y) xD

i got bak in d rum… soon shtanleeh, emmie, nd anney had to leave… dey sed deyd buy cake for prnz.. i sed i wanted to go wd dem but dey keep shuttin d door nd i culdnt open it.. XD i soon gave up.. admitted i was weak.. and just stayed behind… agen left wd d guys.. xD well it wasnt a problem since i was a ‘guy’ myseLf.. XD (no not in a gay way! eek!) they tokd bout stuff i ddnt know bout though.. ahaha.. i was oP bt dey were kind enuf to notice dt…

leaving nd off to princess’s…

soon we had to leave nd make are way to prnz’s place… XD we walked aLL they way from the hospitaL to prnz’s house… wyL woking dey tokd nd i casually gave off some words but not much since it was too dusty nd blaH to tok.. xD we stopped by ARBEES to buy bread… nd it was der timmy had d idea of callin meeh tindera since dey wer luki for a TINDERA… xD

in prnz’s house…

finally we reached the house of prnz..  we went in and i gave prnz mum a kiss… i walked myself to her rum… it was sorta dark… i opened d door of her rum nd it was dark… den i suddenly SCREAMED… they scared meeh.. xD i kinda saw it cmin bt stiLL wasnt able to hold my scream since dey to screamed… as usual, my scream nd reaction to things lyk that amused them… it was nyc dt we all jst hanged in her rum… sittng nd lying around… 

the surprise…

i went out coz i had  to use the cr… nd change.. i changed in d rum of prnz’s sister…  after i was through wd all that… i was locked awt wd prnz… xD dey wer plannin smethin nd i prepared myself to be scared agen nd took deep breaths so i wuldnt scream… dey sed dey were changin.. (waht??!!) ahaha… bt i ddnt buy it… dey turnd off d lyts nd opened d door.. wen i went in dey turnd on d lyts nd gave meeh a card… dey greeted meeh a happy birthday agen nd sorta sang.. xD i read d card nd it was sweet nd nyc of ‘em to give meeh dt..  den later shtan, emmie, nd anney were acting all weird agen nd dey went awt to get smethin nd agen dey told meeh to stay… i heard dem make der way bak to prnz’s rum… d door opened, agen wd d lyts off… den dey started singin agen… anney was bringin a cake nd shtan was holdin a candle… ahaha… wow! dey dd dt huh? XD bt d fuuny part was.. as shtanleeh was goin near meeh so i cud blow d candle… he pasd by d fan n d fan blew d lit candle.. xD i ember shatnleeh sayin "sus i got pasu for nuthin" xD ahaha.. dt was funny though… after that sme picture takin tuk place… we also wrote on danna’s belated happy birthday card…

off to the living rum…

after hangin in prnz’s rum we took the fun to the living rum… we jst sat der nd i was drunk agen.. goin crzy… xD waHk! ahahaaha… nd kenneth was all gloomy… xD waHk agen! shtanleeh was hungry… he kept askin us where we’d eat… so we thought zao or aa’s… then we told prnz’s mum dt we’d be off nd dt she shud eat wd us… she sed she cudnt leave their tindahan but she suggested dt we try SAVIBO CAFE beside zoa… we ate der… xD we tuk pictures on the way nd we tuk MUMU pics of ourselves inside…. after dt we ate… i ember shtan ordered extra rice nd jerry finished emmie’s rice… ahaha.. it was soo much fun nd we ddnt notice it was lyk 9+… we wokd nd drop prnz home… den we wer off to my house… anney was to be pikd up in my house… den emmie, shtan nd jerry wokd to jobido wer der ride was… xD the plans of getting sme desserts in jobido had to be canceled… nd we had to go bak to our homes… XD  that was where our blessed day ended… 

we all agreed d day ended well (i dunno f it started well… xD)

and now we’re all looking forward to d bday celebration of our beloved ANNEY~

=)

 sreeh if this entry is long… ahaha… waHk!!!

-a11is0n-

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haPpy bLessEd burDeeH from the ones i Luv!

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Happy BurdeeH to meeH!!

   yesh! a year oLder yet not a year wisEr! xD ahaha… today was great… although it had quite a bad start…. i woke up late… my sister went ahead becoz she neede to be there earLy! so yeah, lazy oLd meeh was left behind… fast asleep… i woke up late nd of course got to skUL late enuF to be  given a tardy sLip… as i walked my self up to the fourth fLoor… (yesh i go aLL the way up  at least 4 tyms a day… not counting the going down nd the special occasions wherein classes are held in avrs or lecture hall… etc.) ahaha… as i was approaching the classrum… i was assuming enuf to assume they’d greet meeh… nd as assuming as i am, i was ryt… as i entered the door… "jasa! happy birthday jasa!" my classmates greeted meeh in chorus with a few hugs and kisses, and then followed the singing of the song that as everyone knows, it goes:

     

     Happy Birthday to yooh!

             Happy Birthday to yooh! haPPy birthdaY, happy Birthday!

             happy birthday— to yooh!

         haPpy birthday jasa… how oLd are yooh?

is that waht they ask yooh wen yoor a year oLder… ugh! their rubbin it in dude! XD

so i ans. according to the *cough* youthful face that i *ahem* poses… i said, 12…

ahaha.. and as gullible as cheskah is, she almost (and at some point actually) feLL for it… ahaha…

the rest of the day was fyN… it was nyc to know that ppL know (or have heard of) yoor birthday… ahaha it was quite touching too… just places a shmyL on my *ahem* youthful face.. xD

ahaha… that day aLso, i was blessed and my prayer that andeeH wud go wd meeh to bYf was granted… she came with meeh along with fre-duh… it was kinda hard to believe they were there… i do hope they come back again… the comments they gave was good though… but i gotta admit… they just dunt knw byF is struggling to survive….

in byF, a no. of ppL also greeted meeh… that too was very heartwarming and touching…. and waht better way to celebrate a birthday than w/ youth friends, fellow christians worshippin the Lord nd singing songs of praises, w/ prayers to our Father, and with a  sincere heart filled  w/ joy nd thanksgiving…

i Love yooH Lord! tenks to yoor grace and kindness… i am bLessed…

after byF i wanted to go to e4j to worship the Lord even more with my friends… nd then watch my iDoL perfom… mr. Gary V. in the flesh! but since my uncle just arrived… and i have’nt spent that day, which was my birthday, with my famiLy… i wasnt left with much choice but to do waht seemed ryt.. i had dinner wd my fameehly n lumpia house… went home.. chatted… had devotion… nd that was pretty much a rap! XD

-a11is0n- [",]

lil miss 16… XD (waht’s so) sweet (about) 16 (???) nyahaha…

lyk i sed… deyr jst nos… just digits… nuthin to it… xD

~hannah

i hate to say this… but: my bad!

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oh s***!

… i said on the stage faintly heard by those who listened to the mic’s sound… waHk! waHt have i done? :’( it was embarrassing enuf that i had to be infront to beat the PhiL. naTionaL anthEm… i had to say that! everyone knows i hate cussing… i am anti profanity… against it! totally! but such ashame i said such foul word on the stage with the mic… =’(

    James 3:9-10 "With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men,

          who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing.

          My brothers, this should not be."

This is one of the verses i have kept in mind and heart nd just like that… just because i was nervous i gave in! waHk! such a shame!

i’ve been tellin ppL… esp my seatmate sandeeH to stop with the cussing… such a shame i cussed infront of the whole highschool dep… although only a few heard it nd it aint the first tym such incident happened… it was a big shame!! i stand der as a CHRISTIAN… nd i

went down feeling that i have failed… BIG TYM!

mdm. genson (cadt teacher) cald meeh nd asked meeh waht i just sed up stage… i sed i was sreeh… nd she gave meeh a demerit of 5 pts… that was no big… but waht hurt was dt it was soo easy for that word to slip out… ahaha maybe i was fussin too much bout this… but it is big for meeh…

i cried on my way up… i managed to stop crying b4 i got in the classrum.. bt wen i askd dem f dey heard meeh… nd freda, my classmate, said yes… tears burst from my eyes.. and i apologized to them…. i told them that i know that was wrong and i made it clear to them that i do hate cussing… i do… =’(  some of my classmates who were near enuf hugged meeh… nd i was comforted… somehow the heavy feelin in meeh was lighter…. but stiLL i felt so sorry for waht happened… nd i am sorry the younger batches were there to witness that… (if only yooh saw the look of those 2nd yrs. who were near enuf to have heard waht i sed…)

again…. I AM SINCERELY SORRY…

-a11is0n-