School Hopping Adventure

So it's a lazy Saturday and I told Elwin to rest instead of coming over. I really did want to see him, but a rest is but proper after running errands for his brother, riding jeepneys on a hot Saturday. There were a couple of things I had in mind to make this day productive:

• Try painting again - but it was cumbersome to look for my materials
• Come up with gift ideas - but I have no "budget" to even try and consider what to get
• Study JAVA online - my excuse is a text book is always better
• Go biking - I have no one to go with, my sister's going out with friends

And so you see how I have all the excuses in the world. 

I thought of blogging again, since I did owe my "school hopping adventure" an entry.

After 3 years and a half of being a Carolinian, I bow down and stop trying. I know I didn't give it my best, but maybe it's just not working for me. Miss P's method is just not getting through me, well for one I'm completely againts it- which contributes to my being stubborn I guess. She gives us a serise of lessons followed by a serise of exams on lessons which are from 2 weeks to a month old. And our minds' already focused on the current lesson. My friend mentioned Ms. P. just wanted us to be flexible. I go- flexible my a*s. Even sir L. was appalled by her method of teaching and he said that shouldn't be. Even the faculty is a mess and some teachers against Miss P. I bet a lot are just waiting for her to get scrapped, although I don't see the happening anytime soon. She is so proud of the "standard" she has placed, such a one-sided thing. If you look on the other side, she should question her teaching methods. Because of her students shift, transfer school, get disqualified from proceeding, go through 5 takes on her subjecgt, or worst- stop schooling. Seriously, doesn't she stop and question her ways? 

My failure was sad, it did hurt, but I'm honestly not at all bitter as people would expect. I accept the fact that my failure was my fault as well. And I am sorry to my parents. I am however blessed that they totally understand. Turns out, USC-TC was known for terror teachers and the like, apparently, my dad went through the same thing. Unlike my dad, I transferred and made a move just a little too late. 

So school hunting began. My mom was still up for convinicng me to stay at USC, her alma matter. She wanted me so bad to finish there, but my dad couldn't care less. To him, a school is a school, and it's up to the student what to make of himself or herself. True that dad!

I checked out TESDA, considering going to USC and enrolling at TESDA as well. That didn't work out. After a very upsetting day, holding up tears- Elwin went with me, I took the USP entrance exam on the spot. I remembered eating at AA's with him, he wanted to make me feel better. But I only felt undeserving. 

Dad was rooting for USP since I'd finish their earlier. My mom and I wanted USJR-Basak. I was taken aback by their impressive and not to mention intimidating IT prospectus. Their IT students got certificates at second year and at 3rd year, each IT student would have a specialization, a field they'd focus on. 

After a few debates and arguements I chose to stay out of as much as I could- it was USJR for me. 

Just a few weeks ago I reconnected with an old pal from 5th grade- Eduard Sy, and coincidentaly, he went to USJR. So after 8 years, we met again and he was really nice and he helped me through enrollment and all. It was a tiring process but I finally got in. I had my hair dyed to black to conform with school poloicies and I was determined to make this work. I really loved the campus, the library, and the students all seemed pretty serious. I honestly felt it would be hard to fit in, but I was in it for the studies right? But there was a glitch on the whole thing- there was no designated parking area for students with service. And dad wasn't very happy about that fact and still wanted me to transfer. I've had second thoughts of the school, maybe because I was awfully lonely and the environment was all too different. My friends also wondered why I didn't go to UC considering my boyfriend went there. But UC wasn't an option in the first place, I remembered that Elwin didn't want me to go there for certain reasons, and I know it is only what is good for me that he has in mind.

I've never fallen in such a deep abyss of confusion, and I'm not even exagerating. This decision was something that would have great impact on my future. I decided to stay at USJR, but dad fought back and won my mom over through safety issue. No parking meant I'd park outside school, at Barangay Quiot. It was known as the "killing fields" back in their day. And the way to USJR involved harassed drivers and accident waiting to happen. So it was decided, I was off to UC after 1 week of being a Josenian. 

UC- I enrolled, fixed my sched and got in. They were going to have me sign a waiver, but after seeing my IQ result which reflected superior, they decided it wasn't necessary. At UC my IQ was superior - 133 I think, and at USJR it was above average - 119 I think. Odd. And I took the same exam, and they don't even show the results so I basically answered in the same condition. So anyways, in less than 2 days I was a UC student. My USJR printed scheds and my mind set to adapt the USJR environment were now futile efforts. I took a sudden drift.

• USC: 06300855
• USJR: 200904397-6
• UC: 091250**

From a Josenian with a 3rd year college standing, I am now a UC-ian with a humble 1st year standing. I don't have any hard core programming subject for this sem, only web-based programming. I am anticipating Java. I have to learn it myself since my Java 1 got creditted somehow so I go straight to Java 2. I'm looking to graduate in 2012 maybe? Plus there's the big possibility of me putting off a sem or two to fly off to America. Right now I'm not giving too much thought about it since it only gets me drepressed and discouraged. 

Most of my batchmates will be throwing their hats off this March to mark the end of their college years. Congratulations to you all! It saddens me I am not able to join them, but I'm proud of those who were able to push through the hardships. I'm especially proud of my friend Theodore T. who conqured IT26 and showed how hard work can really pay off. God bless everyone. 

Each failure is another opportunity to rise higher.

-pringles08

Odd Day, Sad Ending

The day started out with us going to our downtown adventure. Anne and I took the cab to USC main to meet up with Mara, Chang, Fritz, Vanessa, and Chinchin. Mara's friends, most of them we just recently met. Anne was able to buy 3 bracelets, for birthday presents. I wasn't able to buy anything at all. I had in mind F.R.I.E.N.D.S. DVD but I wasn't able to find any.


After the short trip, we again rode a cab home for lunch. I thought there'd be six of us but there was only 4- Anne, Mara, Fritz, and me. We over prepared lunch I bet, oh well. We also watched Iron Man on HBO while waiting for lunch.

Miggy getting comfy with Fritz

We were off to main in Anne's car, which I drove (I love driving for her of course). Fritz's hands has been itching to get his hands on the computer to play. We played Counter Strike. It was my second time playing the game, technically first since when I played with my cousin it was all blurred out and I think lasted for a split second. We played Left for Dead first, then Counter Strike. I did enjoy it, but other guys went in our "private server" with Fritz's 123 password. I really hated the trash talk, especially the ones by the two young boys. Boo!


Pass 2:30pm, Mara, Fritz, and Sarah were late for their German class. Anne and I went up to the Law Building's library and before we were able warm the seats, we left for USC-TC. Elwin text messaged me about attending my class, I wanted to skip it but he said I shouldn't. We don't really do anything significant, no attendance, and he sends out the ppt to us anyways. Before going to school we picked up Jon and went to buy dog food at Dog Palace.


4:30pm, I was at our room and class is about to begin. I didn't have Anne and Jon sit-in since I wanted to just go out by 6:15pm. We all planned to watch UP 3D at SM, 7:25pm show instead of the originally planned 9:05pm last full show since Mara needed to get home early. After answering the activity for IT32, I went out and we were rushing to SM.


I dropped off Anne and Jon at the entrance and I went to park the car. I met with them at KFC, we all ordered take out. We went to the movie house and got our tickets. Rice meals weren't allowed inside so we had to eat them just right out the movie house. That was definitely something new! After the meal I decided to order a hotdog meal or some sort at The Big City, we were late at seeing the movie because of that and because I had to leave and turn in my camera. Boo! I'm so sorry. Mikko went with us to have dinner outside the cinemas and see the movie with us too.

eating outside the cinemas

UP 3D was okay, nothing amazing. Mara slept through some parts of the movie and I closed my eyes in some parts as well. The ticket for that cost 250php, more than the usually ticket price.

Group Shot: Filipinos on the left, Chinese on the right

Jon, Allie, Mikko

After the movie we didn't know where to go. We are quite a bunch of indecisive people. We did "twenty one" to see who'd choose. Anne was 21 and chose Cabanas for karaoke, we've been wanting to hear Elvis sing. Mara said Fritz really isn't into those, but we wanted to change that. Plus, he doesn't have to sing, he can just listen. Cabana's was packed, no parking and a lot of waiting customers. Anne decided we'd go to their place. She text messaged her auntie Zenny, sudden change of plans. We were off to my place. Anne's ama was in a really bad mood. After everyone got in my room, Anne left hurriedly to avoid a more heavy scolding from her ama.

Kia: Elivis and Mara

Pajero: Jon and Fritz

Yaris: Anne and Allie

I ordered 2 boxes off pizza from Gustuso's and played the F.R.I.E.N.D.S. DVD for them to watch. Laugh here and there. Pizza just arrived and Fritz just got online with my laptop, he's mother suddenly called asking for him. He did say her tone of voice was calm, but it was unusual that his mother would look for him. Although I still think it would have been better if he mentioned to his mom earlier about where he was. Elvis, Mara, and Fritz left. Mara was also in danger of scolding. Jon finished the two slices of pizza left, I had Fritz bring home the unopened box Elvis was already able to eat a few slices before leaving. After the two slices and after some quality time with Miggy, he took a cab home.


I was alone now, feeling sorry, sad, and depressed. Boo! Just sad.




not so happy after all,
-pringles


  

Not so Good.

Today wasn't such a good Sunday for me and my family.

On the way to Church, I noticed that there weren't a lot of people out on the streets, yes it was raining, but what about the other cars? Where'd they go? So we arrived at the Church late (nothing really unusual about that) and it was packed since, as I mentioned, it was raining. I didn't want to go for a communion, but mom pulled me as the line was getting longer. She assumed I wanted to go.


I'm nineteen now, still not a baptized Protestant, but no matter, so long as everyone knows I'm a Christian. Religion isn't as important as your intimacy and true relationship with Christ. But I just don't like people to assume I'm Catholic. I have nothing against Catholics in general, I just don't like the idea of praying to other Saints and Mary.


Still rainy, we went to Ayala Mall as usual. We each had our choice of Sizzling dish. After that I went to buy Strepsils for my oh-so-annoying and horrible sounding cough. I've been scolded for force-coughing. Can't be helped at times, it's just so itchy (my throat I mean).

My first time buying Strepsils. LOL.

After that we went to Metro to go buy Holly and Dad's stuff. I was able to buy some cute stickers! :) Yey! Then we went to the furniture place, I promised Holly I'd buy her a study table. We ended up not getting it since it was the last stock, displayed, and not in such a good condition. We'll wait for new stocks to come in. I don't want to elaborate that part further, let's skip that.


After Mom and Dad did groceries, they caught up with us (Thunder, Holly, and I) at the Metro Cafe. We went to get free coffee at Coffe Dream, Mom had coupons from work. We drank it at Metro Cafe since we bought food and stuff there. Ciabatta and chicken tenders, also Silvanas (there's wasn't good, 19php) and brownies. And then we were home bound.


It's a lazy day today, the rain probably influenced our mood (Or just mine to say the least).

Image by Mark A. Hicks, illustrator

Tomorrow school starts. It was supposed to start last week (June 08) but for those in Colleges and Universities, they had it moved due to AH1N1 (aka Swine Flu). My sister was bummed out about that, their classes started last week as originally planned.



I wonder how this semester will be? A lot of new things are a given even before the start of classes:

• Lesser subjects (Due to the whole pre-requisite thing, I'm enrolled to only 1 subject a day! Monday-Saturday)
• No more Nardo and Pinkeeh.
• IT26 and DB1 and IT32 in 1 semester (heavy subjects)
• New course just opened, BS-ICT (Information and Computer Tech)
• Goodbye AS Building, I will miss you.
• Relocation of CS-IT-ACT-ICT students.

And a lot more we are yet to find out. We who are left behind have said goodbye to a lot of familiar faces, sad really. I'm studying all I can but the fact as of the moment is: I won't be able to graduate. Boo!

It ends here for now. I feel that I'm lost- new building, new crowd, unusual academic schedule, and a lot more new things to find out about.

Feeling: indifferent and maybe a bit sad (with a pinch of sentimental emotion)

Trying to cope with the changes...
- themisfit

Missed.

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I missed the IT26 exam on 2-3 Tree earlier today. Yey! *all sarcastic* 

As if it would make a lot of difference if I took it, I'll probably just get a 4 or something out of 40 or 50 points. 

I'm the #42 perfromer for the IT36 practical exam majig. We're only 42 in the class (or so I heard), so yes, I'll be the last to perform. Best for last right? 

CS127 reporting was embarrasssing, Charles and I mixed up our reports and all. Brian to the rescuse again, thank God he can save us with the reporting. I don't feel too bad, God knows I tried. 

Had my 2nd Urinalysis today. From school I drove to my sister's school (CCS) and walked to Chong Hua Hospital wehere my dad was waiting for me. After the Urinalysis, we went to eat maki and maki mi at ala king.

Spotted: Mother of my sister's friend dating another guy? What's that about?! I heard she didn't want her husband around (FYI: The husband works abroad). And the daughter is in on it with the mother? Mother accepts suitors? Tsk tsk. I will pray for them tonight. 

3:12 am. I'm still up trying to update my multiply. I'm almost leaving (sorta), only a year away. I'd like to be assured of the memory bank I have placed in my account, that the pictures stay safe and accessible anytime I need to look back on things while I'm all the way there. I'm even going to include all the very OLD and weird photos. And even photos of those people whom I have erased from my life. All part of the past I can't change.  

I got a Premium account today, these memories really are important. I can't print them all and stuff so I'd like to safely store it here in my little Haven. 

Things to pray for: 

* mother of my sister's friend and her family

* my father's business

* my health (UTI) and mother's as well

* for mercy, that I be able to get an NC in IT26 (although I'm expecting a 5.0)

* my sister

* elwin and I

* elwin's family

* my doggy miggy, whom I love

Note to self: 

I need to remind kuya Adam and Nardo about this Friday- E4J! 

In the end, all will be well...

-allie-

Exams Tom. "Oh Joy"

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So, two exams tom. Grand huh? Not!

I was absent in my Physics class last Saturday. Slept late and was too lazy to get up, missed a test so I'm taking a special exam tom.

IT26, our major subject, exam tom. too. I barely have time to absorb all the things I need to know. To top it all of, I had a REALLY BAD HEADACHE prior to my 2 hour nap. Had to force myself to study earlier since my friend (Jade! Thank you!) was available to tutor me at home.

I really am not in good terms with physics! Grrr.

Oh well~ I'll have to deal with it.

I'm bringing 1 1/2 kilo of spag tom. We're having our CS127 Chistmas par-teyh! haha!

Everyone of my classmates younger than I am (or so I assume, except that one guy who just shifted from Engeneering I think).

Our class, population of 18 students, 1 teacher, and 3 sit-ins.

In the 18 students, 2 are IT, 4 are girls, and the rest are CS guys. Yes, only a few survived.

A course in danger of extinction huh? Tsk tsk.

Well, to all CS students (and IT students as well)--- FIGHT FIGHT!

God bless!

PS: I created a quizilla account yesterday and I'm blogging the same blog there. bwahaha!

delight in the Lord!

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Delight yourself in the Lord and He will give 

you the desires of your heart.

-Psalm 37:4

delight yoorself in the Lord!! u-huh... sure feels good to be so in love with the Lord!!! wOw!!! it's lyk yooh can't contain it and yooh have to spread it! LoL! so kewl~! nyways... these days... i've been wanting to DO something... go out there and DO something... ahaha lucky for meeh dvbs is comin up... i'l be volunteerin for it... so cant wait... it'l be this cmin april 4-9 i think... at least prnz said so... but usually was for 5 days nly... i dunno... i'll be confirmin it... nyways... first meeting this sunday 1pm... i'm prayin dt i'll make it...  weehoo~!

 condolence to my friend juella... she just lost her mother... breast cancer... but she lived a happy life... and died peacefully.... she had a strong faith in the Lord... devoted Catholic... juella shared that she said Jesus Christ's name before she left... i visited the wake friday, saturday, and sunday... wasnt able to join the final mass on monday due to miscommunication with prnz... sunday i cried... i mean the youngest kid was 8 yrs old... so young... all 6 of them left with their dad... but that aint sumthin to be sad about  i'm sure their mum has done enough... raised them well... and for sure the Lord will be guiding them! He never forsakes us!! He will never leave us nor forsake us!!! [Hebrews 13:5]  ... the verse feels like a tight hug from the Lord... makes yoho feel safe and secure!!  

this summer will be jampacked with activities!!! activities i would love to do...  there's share annual.. making of the yearbook and all... DVBS!!!! which unfortunately clashes with CBDTI so i most likely won't be able to join CBDTI... and before summer, after the 4th quarter exams there's drum lessons with my pals... finally gonna learn how to paly it! LoL!! after 4-5 years of waiting... and i will most likely be flyin off to US too... ahaha myt work there and earn some cash... there's also burning heart... i hope to be able to join it... and there's this thing in e4j... a camp too... ahaha so kewl if i'll be able to go to all these...  time away from the world, to get to know my Christian friends better, and to be intimate with the Lord!!! woW!! ahaha that would be just AMAZING!!! 

this sat i hope i'll be able to take the test in USC... this time in the talamban campus for fine arts major in advertising arts... i aint good at drawing but i am very interested in arts... artworks... painting.. and oooh photography... that;s where my passion lies... i just hope i pass it and that it's the course the Lord would want meeh to take up... ahaha i hope there's a future in it... well.. a LOT of ppl have been degrading the course and all... but i think i'm ready to take the risk... i hope in it i will be successful and be able to glorify the Lord's name... that'd be awesome... way AWESOME... ahahaha... for meeh alone i think the course will be fyn... i know i'l survive somehow... but thinkin bout my fameehly... i dunno *shrugs* well am chattin wd mum... will rant bout college more next tym... xD ahaha chattin wd mum nd she hates it wen i make her wait... she's in US by the way... she'll be back weD. next week... buhbye!! God bless!!! 

-a11is0n-

[",]

i <3  ><))'>

  ...BUT...

i  <3 God more... wahoo~!! 

...doesn't feeL Lyk sunday... =/

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sunday morning... my mum awakens meeh.. den i fought wd sis on who shud shower first.. LoL... den i went back to shleep... ahaha.. this tym dad wakes meeh up nd he's dressed nd almost ready to go...  so i went in d shower quickly... soon, i too was dressed.. xD den my mum as usual wasnt quite ready.. ahaha.. even though she was ahead of meeh... xp

we went to church bt ddnt we were'nt able to attend mass... well yooh see.. my mum applies lotion in d car... brushes her hair in there too [same wd meeh.. xp] den she was drivin coz dad was drivin d beetle/bao car.. voxwagon.. xD [coz yeah d vox club thing.. i'll get to dt later...] ...so yea we reach our destination... xp CApitoL church... so as we made our way to d church mum decide to grab her hanky... she forgot she used her hanky to wrap her rings as she was applyin lotion... so dey feel... luckily mum noticed ryt away nd saw d 2 rings in an instant.. but d third ring was missing... the WEDDING RING!!! *gasp*  [d ring dad gave mum d day they decided to spend each others lyf together in watever condition...  wid God as der witness... ] of all the rings... nd yesterday was der anniversary [10/29] ahaha... oh my! so yea... we kept lukin.. lukin on d ground.. nd i noticed ppl too wer helpin us luk... d no. of ppl increased.. lyk first 1 den 2 den 4 den 7.. ahaha wow.. but not really all at d same tym.. so yea... mum sed she dsnt care watever ring, although dt ring wasnt worth dt much [compared to d ader rings]... she'd rather have d other rings lost... dt ring has been wid her for 17 long blessed years now.. [praise the LOrd!] we all wanted to find it badly... i txtd emmie nd anney bout it even nd ja-mes to help pray... we wer frustrated... nd so yea dad decided to go home nd pick JuLimaR up... our house boy... it was funny at first coz he came wd a dust pan nd walis tingting.. ahaha..  bt yeah it was necessary to find d ring coz der was a puddle der too... my mum went in d car prayed den went out to luk.. she did dt twice i thnk.. until d third tym she went in nd prayed hard... she glanced on d side of her chair... nd der it was... it wasnt der wen dey searched d car over nd over agen... bt suddenly der it was.. WOW.. D POWER OF PRAYER...  tenks to d ppl who helped pray too... :D tenkyooh Lord! God is good! praise Him!! :D weeH~

after the whole thing was over... the mass was done... ahaha ppl started goin awt even before we found the ring.. LoL... we gave d ppl hu helped a lil cash just to show how tenkful we are.. [hpe no one was offended].. dad went to take jULimar bak home den he'd go to uncle dindo's [he's our tito actually just got used to callin him dt..] to meet him der nd den dey go to d meeting thing wd d beetles.. meeh, mum, nd sis went to carmelite's to say our thanksgiving prayer... after which we went to crossroads to eat in ice castle... i was so full ahaha *wink*

after eatin we went to off roads to meet dad but he wasnt der yet so we went to kartzone... ended up carting wd sis... i always wanted to cart bt i jst get too shy to try.. bt dt tym twas nly us nd so i gave it a try.. ahaha.. it was a bumpy ride nd yeah.. my neck hurt after.. LoL! gi bump pa jud ku sa aku sis xp

after we went back to off roads nd saw all d diff kinds off beetle cars nd some of 'em were kewl nd i ddnt knw yooh cud do that to a beetle.. xp

we left our dad wd uncle dindo nd dem ader peeps... off we went to yala nd saw my cuz nd he's really mature now.. he's catchin up on my height nd his voice change.. became more mature nd gwapo... well he is family so yeah, d LOOKs *wink* ahaha XD nd i just loaded my sun... followin mum nd sis to wherever... later got some pizza hut to go den we went to greenwhich to eat.. ahaha i juz lyk pizza hut's better... xD sreeh if it seemed rude.. i just comforted myself wd d thought dt deyl think mosst ppl prefer greenwhich coz we had more orders from der.. LoL nd as on pizza hut's part... free aD! xD pathetic thoughts too comfort meeh a lil... ahaha LmaO! xp den dad met us der...

off to grocery... homebound... :D

chatted wd lotsa ppl... phoned prnz who shocked meeh wd a news... nd tc... stomach was upset too bt it went away.. so yea...

TENKYOOH LORD!!! take meeh back into yoor arms again.. i admit am backslidin... I LOVE YOOH LORD!!!

...a sinner

..stained

.human

-a11is0n-

[".]

2.32am 

haPpy bLessEd burDeeH from the ones i Luv!

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Happy BurdeeH to meeH!!

   yesh! a year oLder yet not a year wisEr! xD ahaha… today was great… although it had quite a bad start…. i woke up late… my sister went ahead becoz she neede to be there earLy! so yeah, lazy oLd meeh was left behind… fast asleep… i woke up late nd of course got to skUL late enuF to be  given a tardy sLip… as i walked my self up to the fourth fLoor… (yesh i go aLL the way up  at least 4 tyms a day… not counting the going down nd the special occasions wherein classes are held in avrs or lecture hall… etc.) ahaha… as i was approaching the classrum… i was assuming enuf to assume they’d greet meeh… nd as assuming as i am, i was ryt… as i entered the door… "jasa! happy birthday jasa!" my classmates greeted meeh in chorus with a few hugs and kisses, and then followed the singing of the song that as everyone knows, it goes:

     

     Happy Birthday to yooh!

             Happy Birthday to yooh! haPPy birthdaY, happy Birthday!

             happy birthday— to yooh!

         haPpy birthday jasa… how oLd are yooh?

is that waht they ask yooh wen yoor a year oLder… ugh! their rubbin it in dude! XD

so i ans. according to the *cough* youthful face that i *ahem* poses… i said, 12…

ahaha.. and as gullible as cheskah is, she almost (and at some point actually) feLL for it… ahaha…

the rest of the day was fyN… it was nyc to know that ppL know (or have heard of) yoor birthday… ahaha it was quite touching too… just places a shmyL on my *ahem* youthful face.. xD

ahaha… that day aLso, i was blessed and my prayer that andeeH wud go wd meeh to bYf was granted… she came with meeh along with fre-duh… it was kinda hard to believe they were there… i do hope they come back again… the comments they gave was good though… but i gotta admit… they just dunt knw byF is struggling to survive….

in byF, a no. of ppL also greeted meeh… that too was very heartwarming and touching…. and waht better way to celebrate a birthday than w/ youth friends, fellow christians worshippin the Lord nd singing songs of praises, w/ prayers to our Father, and with a  sincere heart filled  w/ joy nd thanksgiving…

i Love yooH Lord! tenks to yoor grace and kindness… i am bLessed…

after byF i wanted to go to e4j to worship the Lord even more with my friends… nd then watch my iDoL perfom… mr. Gary V. in the flesh! but since my uncle just arrived… and i have’nt spent that day, which was my birthday, with my famiLy… i wasnt left with much choice but to do waht seemed ryt.. i had dinner wd my fameehly n lumpia house… went home.. chatted… had devotion… nd that was pretty much a rap! XD

-a11is0n- [",]

lil miss 16… XD (waht’s so) sweet (about) 16 (???) nyahaha…

lyk i sed… deyr jst nos… just digits… nuthin to it… xD

~hannah

i hate to say this… but: my bad!

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oh s***!

… i said on the stage faintly heard by those who listened to the mic’s sound… waHk! waHt have i done? :’( it was embarrassing enuf that i had to be infront to beat the PhiL. naTionaL anthEm… i had to say that! everyone knows i hate cussing… i am anti profanity… against it! totally! but such ashame i said such foul word on the stage with the mic… =’(

    James 3:9-10 "With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men,

          who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing.

          My brothers, this should not be."

This is one of the verses i have kept in mind and heart nd just like that… just because i was nervous i gave in! waHk! such a shame!

i’ve been tellin ppL… esp my seatmate sandeeH to stop with the cussing… such a shame i cussed infront of the whole highschool dep… although only a few heard it nd it aint the first tym such incident happened… it was a big shame!! i stand der as a CHRISTIAN… nd i

went down feeling that i have failed… BIG TYM!

mdm. genson (cadt teacher) cald meeh nd asked meeh waht i just sed up stage… i sed i was sreeh… nd she gave meeh a demerit of 5 pts… that was no big… but waht hurt was dt it was soo easy for that word to slip out… ahaha maybe i was fussin too much bout this… but it is big for meeh…

i cried on my way up… i managed to stop crying b4 i got in the classrum.. bt wen i askd dem f dey heard meeh… nd freda, my classmate, said yes… tears burst from my eyes.. and i apologized to them…. i told them that i know that was wrong and i made it clear to them that i do hate cussing… i do… =’(  some of my classmates who were near enuf hugged meeh… nd i was comforted… somehow the heavy feelin in meeh was lighter…. but stiLL i felt so sorry for waht happened… nd i am sorry the younger batches were there to witness that… (if only yooh saw the look of those 2nd yrs. who were near enuf to have heard waht i sed…)

again…. I AM SINCERELY SORRY…

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