I THIRST.

I was up late on a school night, not that it's unusual. So it was right in the middle of Thursday night going Friday dawn,  realized I was thirsty. No, not thirsty for water- not physical thirst. My soul was thirsty. I was thirsting for the Lord's words.

It has been a long while since I last attended a youth group or fellowship. The Sunday masses have been holding me out long enough, but I honestly am up for God's words- more of it. I was longing for His words more than the rituals man has made. Honestly, and to no offense meant at all (no really, no offense for real), I'd rather attend a church service than a mass. Their's just more depth in a church service, more meat than a mass. Yes, it is up to a person's intimacy with the Lord, but it really does help to digest God's words with fellow Christians.

So I was up, I turned the TV on and scanned for a preaching channel of some sort. I used to watch these before and take down notes, and I did just that.

My notes:

•  God has a plan for you - LIFE.
•  The devil has a plan for you too - misery, pain, death.
•  Adam and Eve wore "robes of light" and had no artificial clothing on
•  Adam and Eve bit the apple and went through spiritual death
•  1 Peter 5:8 warns us to "Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour."
•  Job 1: 7 "The LORD said to Satan, "'Where have you come from?' Satan answered the LORD, 'From roaming through the earth and going back and forth in it.'"
•  Why is the devil bad? If you want to hurt somebody, you hurt someone they love. God loves us so much and it hurts Him each time we sin- this is why the devil is after us. He hates Jesus and he goes for us.
•  1 John 4:4 "You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world." - God is greater than anything else, greater than the one who is in the earth.
•  The devil wanted God's place.
•  The devils' punishment: Revelation 20:10 "And the devil, who deceived them, was thrown into the lake of burning sulfur, where the beast and the false prophet had been thrown. They will be tormented day and night for ever and ever."
•  We are at war: Revelation 12:17 "Then the dragon was enraged at the woman and went off to make war against the rest of her offspring—those who obey God's commandments and hold to the testimony of Jesus."
•  To the devils and his followers: Matthew 25:41 "Then he will say to those on his left, 'Depart from me, you who are cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels.'"
•  Ezekiel 28:18 "By your many sins and dishonest trade you have desecrated your sanctuaries. So I made a fire come out from you, and it consumed you, and I reduced you to ashes on the ground in the sight of all who were watching."
•  The devil is pure evil. God gave him many chances to repent but he never did.
•  How to protect ourselves from the devil: Ephesians 6:11 "Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes."
•  What Jesus used every time: Ephesians 6:17 "Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God." -- Jesus would always say "It is written."
•  James 4:7-8 "Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded."

I know my notes are quite a mess, fragments of thoughts- but I think you can put it all together. This is just an outline after all. I know in the future these verses will help me. Not the first time I heard of these verses, but it was nice to here them all again. And in Hebrews 13:5, God is faithful to His promise: I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee. Even if I go off the course at times, God never leaves me and is always there willing to welcome me into His arms each time I want to run back to Him again. :D   

I am blessed.

I used: http://www.biblegateway.com and chose NIV (New International Version- as is my bible)

You can also visit: http://amazingfactskids.org  --The channel I was on had this program for kids which I was listening to, I think this was their website.

 Christian and daughter of the Lord, 

-pringles08

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I woke up 7:30 am but I kept snoozing the alarm. I got up at around 9:40 am. Checked my mail and stuff and rushed to the shower. We were to have an exam in Miss Chun-chun's (Sionzon) class, IT37 (right?). I got there on time, without study. God is gracious, the exam on Chapter 8 and 9 was moved to next Monday. Hooray! I just kept playing with the lithium flashlight daddy gave me.

I had lunch with Elwin at Matia's and went right back to school after to do some "copying" of assignments (thank you Cherry and Jade). Miss Bacalso caught me writing, but it was fun when my classmates got my back and defended me. It was a shocking thing, or probably they weren't really defending me, just making fun of Miss and her being so gullible. Still, I was touched, so thanks!

IT64 was a drowsy and lazy time of day. I missed last meeting's task and with the help of my friends Jade and Herard, I was able to complete two tasks in one meeting and submit them all. 

Off to mom's office to drop off the car. She was inviting me to go on a facial skin care treatment with her and her office mates, but I already had prior engagements. I had to decline. 

We rode a jeepney to Ayala- Ron, Herard and I. The conductor had a weird maniac and creepy smile on, I hid behind Herard's head. We got off and went to KFC for some snacks. I waited for Elwin and when he arrived, we had our dinner. We ate good for four people: 1 large mountain dew, chicken and rice, rice bowl, chicken steak, and spaghetti. Ha-ha! Laku was there too, she surprised me by the counter. 

Princess and Junel came. Then off to Broadway Gems. Soon enough, Kuya Adam showed up. We were off to the Terraces parking space where Anney and Don were napping while waiting in the car. 

We arrived at CAP, they ate at Jobido, while Kuya Adam, Herard, Elwin, and I went to McDonald's. Later Mara showed up with Lea, Don, and Lolita. 

e4J. We missed the lively praise and worship song. We arrived when they did their ad-libs and spoke in tongues. I explained to Herard and Kuya Adam what it was, I too was scared the first time I went to e4J. 

Kuya Nap talked about how Piolo Pascual, who didn't and wouldn't die for us, save us from sin, and shed blood for us, can make us so happy, wild, crazy, and tell everyone about him if we had coffee with him. Then he explained that is why they worship so radically, since they are so happy that God has saved them from hell through His Son Jesus. Wouldn't you be awfully happy if you were saved from hell? Kuya Nap's life is indeed a great testimonial. After 6 years of being a drug addict, 2 abortions (first time I found ot tonight), almost facing death physically and spiritually, being an alcoholic- all of this for six years, no one could save him. Not his mother, father, family, friends, psychiatrist, but only JESUS. He found Jesus and experienced His love at a retreat he had. After that, Jesus DECLARED that he was clean. 

AMAZING! Still is, even after how many times I've heard it already. 

His grace is amazing and more then enough. 

After the message, a "Bird" or "Bat" incident happen by the comfort room with Herard and Kuya Adam. Waaah.

McDonald's again after e4J. Herard still made NO MOVES. Oh well, in time I hope. I wish also Chippy and Noj were there.

Thank you Herard and Kuya Adam for coming and staying true to your words. Hope to see you again, if not, that's okay. I just pray you continue to grown in JESUS. 

God will love you no matter what,

-allie

PS: Next week's e4J will be held outside the Maranatha center, on the streets. 7pm-9pm still. 

Note to Self: 

* Look for Physics notes

* Schedule disco night soon

SUNDAY WOOT WOO~

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[it really is april 25, 2006] 

    wohoo!  One of the few Sundays I looked forward to.  My cousin woke meeh up before my alarm went on.  I miscalled Princess to say that I was up already.  I took a shower and after I finished, Princess still didn't give meeh a ring.  I finally got a hold of her and found out she just woke up.  She wanted us to go ahead and fetch Chique but I said I would'nt go without her, it was too risky.  ahahaha.  She might end up shleeping and not going.  After she showered she gave us the go signal that we could go to her place already.  Thunder [my cousin] and I walked to Princess' place and then we took a cab to Chique's.  After Chique hopped in the cab, we were off to Maranatha Center for Sunday Service. 

     Praise the LOrd we were not late.  ahahaha.  It started off with some singing, praising the Lord and His ever so wonderous name!  After, we opened our  bible to some verses and the topic of the preacher was Fresh Anointing.  We were also anointed with oil.  

    After the service I got so afraid because dad said he'd fetch meeh.  I was scared  because they're most likely to be mad at meeh.  I wanted to cry but I held back my tears.  Kuya Nap noticed I was worried and he asked why.  He prayed for meeh together with Jim.   My dad arrived and Princess and Kristyl went with us, Thunder too.  Thank God it was okay.  They didn't get mad!  I texted Kuya Nap because he said I'd let him know how it went and I also thanked him for the prayer.  And ooh, Chique by the way rode a cab to SM where her family is.  

    I got a haircut.   I won't be letting my hair don nowadays.  I'll keep them tied since I don't really like it.  nyahaha.  After that Kristyl, Princess, and I went around.  We saw Shtanleeh's brothers and looked for him.  Later we found out that Luy was also in ayala. So we all went together.  Frances also went with us since she was alone because the Maranatha people were watching a movie that she already saw. 

   We sat at food choices for two hours I think.  I went crazeeh  again.  nyaaha.  We went to red ribbon, Frances and I had a spag.  mmm... We walked around and bumped into hia Jermy so he went with us too.  We went back up and the Maranatha people were out already.  Some pictures were taken and some hugs exchanged and then some goodbyes said.  I went with them Luy, Prnz, hia Jermy, and Shtan.  The Maranatha people were going to Waterfront Hotel for a Classical Concert, talk about cool huh?  We also spotted Ahia Mark [it was his birthday ] and achie Hazel, and later achie Julie.

   We left them Luy, Shtan, and hia Jermy to go meet up with daddy.  It was time to go home, or at least I thought it was.  It was Tiffany's birthday.  We were going to their place for dinner [mum, sis, and i] while the others [dad, thunder, jekjek, and prnz] headed home.

   I ate a lot.  I am a glutton.   That's bad and I'll try my best to change it.  ahahaha.

   Well, that was my SUNDAY.   It was fun I got to stroll with friends and learned something from church service.  Thank yooh Lord! 

-a11is0n-

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Currently listening to: tV
Currently reading: mirror mirror [anney's book]
Currently watching: PBB teen edition and Star Movies with Matthe Perry nyahaha
Currently feeling: nothing really

FRESH FIRE!

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April 12

    Kinkin went to my house, then we went to Prnz's house.  We were picked up by Ahia Charles for BYF meeting regarding Burning Heart.  After we were dropped off by Noy Jimmy at the Maranatha Center for the 6pm orientation for Fresh Fire.  After which we went home by PUJ, I felt like I rode it alone since I was far from Prnz and Kinkin.  Kinkin nd Prnz slept over.  Well, technically Kinkin did'nt really shleep... he just used the pc. Prnz slept for an hour or so.  I slept for 20-30 minutes.  After that we were off to Maranatha Center again.

April 13

    Fresh Fire!  ahaha.  We had to be at the center by 3.30am but we got there around 4 or 4.30am.  I drove going there. I actually left my glasses, had to run back to our house to get it. Good thing we did'nt get that far yet.  Shortly after our arrival (after a few wrong turns), Jon.noj and Tall doode came. We had to surrender our fones and stuff.  It took longer for the guys stuff to get inspected.  The girls line was short. ahaha. Guess we're known to be more obedient huh? LOL. 

    An hour after the trip, we arrived at the Hidden Paradise Mountain Resort located in San Fernando.  The place was so cool. ahaha... but we were shocked to see the room.  It was too small for 15 girls, or so we thought.  Somehow we managed to fit.  We had breakfast and thanks to Chique Fauna I barfed.  After we had our first session.  It was like e4J.  It was nice.  We had a lot of praise and worship that day.  I was feeling drowsy too, I mean I had no shleep.  Praise and worship was so kewl and yooh can really feel God's presence up there.  Praising Him while lookin at His wonderous creations!  the beautiful mountains, the sky, the sea... nature!  We swam in the pool too.  I drowned 4 times. Twice thanks to Lauren.

April 14

    We had 'powerhouse' 5.30 in the morining I think.  Waht a way to start the day!  Singing songs of praise to our Father!!!  Wow!  Just amazing!  Worship that day also got intense.  We were all giving our best for Him.  It was nice to see unbelievers starting to praise Him.  The day ended too soon.  We wanted to praise Him more and we were even willing to stay up all night to do so.  Thanks to the resort rules and stuff we had to stop since other guests needed shleep too.  The guys were clenin up the place already, the session hall I mean. Chip and I sorta helped, somehow. xD

april 15 

    Ending too soon.  Just when yooh were ready to put up with the uncomfy bathrum.   Sad sad.  But we had testimonies today.  I was so encouraged wen unbelievers became Christians. and it made meeh cry when a gay guy was giving up homosexuality.  Of cousre he'll need our prayers.  Chip, Kinkin, Prnz, Togs, Jereeh, Sina, and other people got baptized too.  That matter made meeh cry too.  But I guess I'll have myself baptized next year.  Cause it's a public declaration thing right?  But it wont be any good if my family did'nt know about it.  I have made up my mind.  I want to be baptized like Jesus was. By next year I will be, hopefully.  I told myself before I will be baptized before 18.

    Back to Cebooh now.  We stayed at Maranatha Center until around 6 because we had a good talk with Kuya Nap and Jim.  We rode a taxi going home.  After I went out with my mother.  I also texted my dad about meeh wanting to be baptized, he said we'll talk about it wen he gets back on monday.

April 16

    Out with mum. We were late for church, as usual.  Felt more tired going to a church where nobody knows yooh, nobody really cares.  Where I am not growing and learning.  Saw Achie Happy, Ate Ann, and a girl from Fresh Fire in Metro Cafe.

April 17

    I woke up with my sis watchin lil manhattan so I watched it with her.  Dad asked meeh if I told mum bout meeh wanting to be baptized and I said no and kinda fled from  the subject.  I dunno why.  I also stared bloggin here.  Finally after having this account long enough, I am gonna use it.  My account in blogspot is also inactive. LoL!  Well, after fresh fire I'll be blogging here.  I had a good chat with chique today too!  I miss her and anney too.

April 18

    Going to make this a public entry now.  I was suppose to enroll today.  But I guess I'll enroll tomorrow with my cousin.  

[made this yesterday and finished it today, i was kinda sick last night.]

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Currently listening to: Life of Praise by Casting Crowns
Currently reading: about to read Breaking the Enemy's Grip from kinkin.
Currently watching: the computer monitor
Currently feeling: weird

catching up...

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after graduation i went to korea wd mum from march 19 to march 21... 3 days... won't tok much bout that... 

march 21

we arrived at manila round 12m and waited outside the airport of manila til 2.30am... i t opened at that tym... twas tiring... our flyt to cebooh was 5am... we reached cebooh march 22 round 6am...

march 22

back to cebooh... my home... had some shleep wd sister beside meeh since she slept on my bed... ddnt bother wakin her up to make her move... woke up after my sis pushed my shoulder coz dem anney, chique fauna, jon.noj, and kinkin had arrived from skul in their skul uniforms... we tried to get some shleep bt all we really did was close our eyes... no one really slept... then kinkin went home to change... later roubd 4 baby girl arrived with slacks, leather shoes, and a wyt t-shirt tucked in... we had our you tube fest again with lafs and screams [for the scary ones we saw.. i think it was just one scary one] the kewl one was torn being mimed or smething, that doode makin motorbike brand name sounds thinger, the grandma with the weel, and the scary car thinger... xD LOL! then kinkin came... i prepared... make up nd stuff... luy came and did my make up... after dem anney went ahead to jon.noj's place... they [the boys] were goin to fix themselves up for grad ball at his place... luy, baby girl, and i waited for shtan to arrive... wen he did my parents tuk a pic of us and we wer off... at jon.noj place... his mum and angeli his sis, prepared the corsages.. xD twas cute.. they really knew waht they were doin... wen everyone was prepared, wow! we were all in formal wear [cept anney, chiq, and luy] we were off to waterfront... 

    partners:

                             timmy and patrice

                             jon.noj and pisses

                              kinkin and rosa

                          baby girl and angeli 

                              shtan and meeh

                    chique fauna and anney

luy went ahead.. 

grad ball... we took lotsa pics... they went for the experince and hopefully had fun.. i dunno if they [them and der partners] were oki... bt i hope they enjoyed it... after we went to ice castle... transfered to jobido and ate with dem rosa, edge, pisses, patrice.. with the gang... after that we went home.. the car was packed nd we had so sit on each other and squish ourselves in... but it was fun that way! xD twas fun for meeh and am shur in one way or another the rest of the guys had fun... 

march 23

to manada's beach with their batch... i wasnt suppose to go bt anney wud go alone if i ddnt go.. plus she went late coz i think so that i cud go too?? well... it was ackward for meeh since pierre wasnt goin coz he went my graduation instead and plus it wasnt my batch... anyways i went... couldnt let anney down... i was there and it turned awt oki... hung out wd mikko, chiq, karen, and anney.. xD the scenery was nice... although it was weird i was the nly one not their classmate... not their ka-batch... not from thier skul... ahaha... after i got dropped off in yala and was wd my family... the ride goin to yala was tight too... the car was loaded... bt twas fun 

march 24

i drove mum to work usin the car... wd dad infront of course... woke up early coz after bringin mum to work we had to pass by somewhere and then i'd go to anney's.... i found anney awake usin the comp... after we just tokd bout stuff while she was transferin contacts to her new fone... i brought jammies to shleep agen... woke up after that anney knda packed already and already showered too... ahah! i was embarassed i wasnt able to help nd i just slept there... my shleep was good though.. twas nyc... she woke meeh up for lunch.. after that we passed by her auntie's house at lahug.. accidentally threw my fone there and scratched it coz the dog scared meeh... after we picked up chique and hung awt at my place.. soon kinkin arrived... we went to BYF... after that E4J wher i accidentally hitted anney 's hand and then she dropped her new phone.. first fall coz of meeh... i am so sreeh.. went to eat at mcdo then home... by the way.. ATE HAPPY IS PREGNANT.. weeH~ 

march 25 

hung out at anney's place after goin to skul to pick up grad pics... i got to drive the volkswagen smoothly for the first tym to anney's... stayed there and helped her packed... chatted wd jon.noj... later kinkin, jush, luy, shtan came... we crowded over the comp to view the pics from the cd i gave anney.. after kinkin left for butuan... jush left after too... shtan, luy, and i, played TWISTER wyl anney took a shower... shtan won over luy bt i won over shtan... xD LoL!! after that dad came.. anney's ama wanted to know my dad... they toked... twas scary or smething we [shtan, luy, and i.. maybe my dad too] wasnt used too.. xD bt i know she [ama] meant well.. dropped shtan and luy at jobido... anney came wd meeh and my fam to eat at matia's... yum yum!  after dropped anney home and we too went home...

march 26

saw lotsa ppl in ayala today.. one guy who used to be my classmate back when we were grade two and another guy who was my classmate back when we were grade 5... daddy said he'd pay for my registration fee to fresh fire... whoopaH! and we saw e4j ppl too..  also had a weird encounter with a cream silk lady by the grocery trying to make meeh audition for the local endorser thinger... i said i ddnt want ot she insisted and i called mum for help bt she just laffed and i saw other ppl laffin too... i guess twas funny how i was resisting? twas embarassing.. ahaha! she made meeh go in the place covered with cloth with a guy and a video cam.. made meeh say stuff... and all along there was a tV outside where ppl cud see meeh...  EMBARASSING! eeK!!! who cares T.T those guys dunt know meeh... after grocery.. ate at red ribbon.. went to kuma's place... then to AA's where ppl from US wud have dinner with us... they went to our house too.. after they left i chatted and here i am bloggin... 

i just blogged since i wanted to remember those times... xD i have to burn SHARE cDs now. T.T i regret applying for SHARE yearbuk thinger.. i ddnt think i'd get accepted nyways.. ahah i always applu but never get accepted... nyways... gotta burn dem.. read bible.. go to shleep... still have to go to skul tom 8am *sigh* hope the job won't be too hard... xD God will help us.. i know! God bless us all! buhbye! 

-a11is0n-

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be extreme!

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 i woke up wd anney, chiqui, and kenneth in my house... i asked them to eat in my place then we'd go to e4j together... so they were my rum.... it was nyc to know they just went in and felt at home... anney knows i'd lyk that since we're close and all... so yea, they went to you tube and watched the two chinese dude's backstreet boys video... they were really funny nd in a natural way... LoL! we ate dinner after that we were off to e4j... my sis went wid us... woohoo~!! Janet was spoz to go bt she thought next week nlng wen there's byf... anney's mum to was spoz to go bt she was caught up with stuff in the parlor or smethin... anney then ended her fasting... her mum said she'd be there next week... but later we found out that there will be no e4j next friday coz sunday service will have their service on friday since sunday is sinulog... but there will be maranatha on friday... we guess her mum cud go there instead... 

 the message today was kewl... we watched a video of a 17-year old american boy... the important points that i was able to absorb was that why can't we be extreme with our love for Jesus? yooh see teens today doin extreme sports, extreme things lyk piercing and tattoos... but why not for God?? ahaha.. i totally i agreed to that.. another thing that has been there for a long tym bt i never realized was that muslims... fast for 40 days and pray 5 times a day to allah... nd how come we christians cant do that for the Lord?? he said yes, it is nyc to give up bad or evil things for the Lord coz it is waht we're spoz to do.. but aint it 'extreme' or nyc if we gave up simple legitimate pleasures in lyf?? ahaha.. yeah it is.. he made a point... he also tokd bout stuff lyk fast and intercession... since we have the heart of Jesus... and since He is an intercessor nd we have His heart.. we too can be intercessors... aint that great? it was really nyc~ meeh, anney, and chique to i think... prayed for my sister... that she will be more intimate with God... hope she'll be... another thing i got from e4j today was that we christians have been quite for so long nd that it is tym to go and tell the people about God's word nd God's love... bein radical christians.. or smethin lyk it... ahaha... 

 after that we went off to mcdo and had some food... kenneth paid for our food so i gave chique the 50 so that i would'nt feel so bad... ahaha it was also fun eatin fries nd ice cream wid friends nd just sittin there and tokin bout anythin... and anney also tokd bout how friends have no gender... i agree... just think bout it... ahaha... on the way home was fun too... deafening [ahaha jke] yet fun... kenly's ritual of singing mushy songs on the way home happened... nd this tym he had a guest... kenneth.... ahahaha... karaoke concert.. i think that's waht they called it... oh well... gez til hir... i'll finish off my honey star nd go to bed soon after readin journey... LoL! 

01/06/06

[12.10 am... so i gez daty makes it 01/07/06??]

by the way... sandeeh's birthday!!! hapeeh burdeeh!!! God bless her!!

and oooh... still confused if i shud go to her parteeh... i think i'l be out of place nd all... and i dunno waht to give her ... oh well we'l just see...

buhbye! 

-a11is0n-

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stress oh stress… keeps haunting meeh! xD

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ugh!!! aaarrrgghhh!! waht is it wd teachers today?? it’s lyk they gave us freedom last week (which i did enjoi) nd then now.. all of the sudden… all these deadlines… quizes… nd most of them unannounced… dey sed it was well not properly… imagine using friendster bulletin to announce assignments??! [tenks by the way to our beloved secretareeh jaye who showed concern by posting it but still others lyk meeh ddnt get to read it... although it aint yoor fault bt i knda blame the teachers for not announcin it themselves in class.. xD] nd in ym.. offlyn msg??!! waHk! [tenks to jacky to.. bt i ddnt quite understand that.. xD] oh well~ i guess again, this is my fault for not being so ‘into’ my studies or smething… nd i am sreeh for havin a lyf awtside skul!! ahaha.. kiddin… waHk!! i dunt understand my feeling no more… i am frustrated.. stressed awt.. sad.. . afraid nd scared [the test is ds sat!!!!] waHk!!

i will no longer wonder if i, or any classmate of myn, wil suddenly go insane… i mean c’mon! teachers… i beg yooh.. if yooh cud pls distribute the assignments.. not all at once.. xD in chinese too… we had quiz early ds morning which i wasnt really able to prepare myslef for [due to reasons i'd rather not mention...] nd we have another chi quiz tom… nd on thurs too… we also have HE props due tom.. i missed the trigo remedial for that… i missed the chance of joining the waht myt have bin the ‘key’ to open my mind to trigo! xD [sreeh if i sound drunk coz readin agen waht i wrote.. smethings sound wrong.. but at this point.. i dun really care.. as if smeone wud bother read this nd listen to all my ranting.. xD] anyways, ders also physics experiments… nd econ-physics project… physics proj… waHk! nd more! i wud fail to mention because of my inabilty to think ryt now… my brain is numb.. dead.. idle… yet i continue to rant… xD why??? yooh ans. meeh [f smeone s reading xD] i no longer want to think.. i no longer want to reason awt.. maybe later or in a day or two… but ryt now.. i just wna say [type] waht goes into my head.. i dunt care f it is grammatically incorrect.. xD ahaha… it is no longer my concern.. :p *bleeh*

waHk!! i heard smethin stunning today by the way.. earlier we had our music periodical nd we had to change to different [rather warm] clothes to suite the music… ahaha… it was soooo HOT!!! soooo WARM!!! xD waHk!! [waht's wrong wd d wrld?? yooh people r destrying it! the ozone layer.. greenhouse effect.. blah! xD] anyhow, my classmate said this stunning sentence… it went something lyk: "Lord!! why is it so hot?! we don’t deserve this!"… i am pretty sure wd d wrds "we don’t deserve this" coz it surely stunned/shocked/aghast/surprised/dismayed/appalled meeh… XD how cud she say we dunt deserve dt??  i mean we all deserve to die actually.. to burn in hell because of our sins… we are spoz to suffer… to be destroyed becoz of our sins… i have learned from Eric Ryan Co… my friend.. who wrote smething b4.. and the essence of waht he wrote jst stuck to my head… he said there that God created us… and we sin a lot… as we sin we hurt God… we, the creations He love, hurt Him a whole lot… we hurt Him more than enuf to give Him the reason to destroy us nd kill us all… He should kill us to stop the hurting ryt?? but He ddnt… see how great His love is for us?? truly is amazing.. He even sent His Son down with us.. He made His Son lyk us.. a human being… nd He took all the insults, the pain, the agony, the mocking form us.. His beloveds… can yooh imagine yoor girlfriend? yoor boyfriend? bestfriend? yoor mum or dad? sister or brother?? can yooh imagine them insulting yooh nd mocking yooh the way we did to Jesus?? it wud hurt so deeply ryt?? ahaha… i need not to ask yooh coz i know it does.. huhuhuhu… so sad.. but yooh know waht?? we shud be thankful our God is a loving and forgiving Father… 

    

    here’s a verse i memorized from dvbs 2003 i think? xD uhm..

      Ephesians 2:8-9 "For it is by grace yooh have been saved, through faith… and this not from yoorselves, it is the gift of God… not by works, so that no one can boast." 

wow! such a be-a-u-tiful verse!! xD we have been saved by His grace!!! He did it all!! not us.. not by our works… He did it all…  so we can’t boast about this..  wow Lord!! tenkyooh so so much for the grace and the joy i’m feeling as of the moment..  weeeH~ ahaha…

oohhh… the past few days:

 

friday.. in byf…

      we came late coz we went striaght to princess… we had the snax wd us pa jud! bang!! xD ahia charles said pastor was mad.. bt wen we arrived.. he seemed oki… oh yeah karla went too nd am sreeh if i wasnt really wd her coz i tot dem prnz r ‘clicking’ turns awt.. prnz went wd her coz la daw cya kuyug.. xD made meeh feel guilty! waHk!! nd uhm… yeah.. the verse John 10:27-30(?)  was the verse we discussed bout.. [typin this.. i think i blogged bout friday.. but then agen am sooo not sure.. wait i think i did.. oh well~]

saturday.. anney celebrates…

   saturday we celebrated anney’s birthday (09/20/05) ahaha.. went very late lyk 4+ instead of lunch tym xD … twas sad nly meeh, jush, nd kenneth was able to go coz dem emmie nd shtan’s parent/s were mad.. nd uhm… timmy had a competition… jerry had no transpo… nd prnz ddnt go coz she had to ‘man’ xD to bantay der tindahan… xD oh well~ am glad i went coz anney sed i made her feel special… am glad she felt that….  weeH~

sunday: i missed qpids grand finals! ggrr… xD i bought a thesaurus! weeh~ a clip board… a bu: Expanding yoor view.. seeing the world God’s way… produced by: youth with a mission..  [hope i rily read it] nd uhm.. yeah got soooo annoyed coz of personal reasons i’d rather not say…

ranting agen tuk away [smehow] my frustrations… ahaha

bt i myt get frustrated agen coz hafta studeeh chinese bontoy!! arrgh!! XD nyways… ciao!!

i gez dats a rap… :p

man ds loooooong. xD

buhbye~! God bless!

-a11is0n-

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*shmyl… even if yooh feel lyk frownin… 

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… i feeL so tired… but it is too early for meeH to be shleeping… hahaiz… ders so so so much things to be done… but oh so lil tym for meeH to do dem… plus i dunt knw how pa jud to manage my tym honestly!!! xD waHk!

huhuhu… i feeL lyk cryin but i cant… soooo kapoi jud.. lotsa projects nd ass… nd have to catch up in trigo nd algeb (grr.. y’d i have to get sick?!)… plus ders the econ business proj… ders music pt ds mon nd we haven’t really practiced for it mga an hour or so lng… nd oh my!!! OH nO!!! next week sat. ts our quartely test nah in major subjects!!! here’s the annoying lil schedule that i wud lyk to share to yooh:

QUARTERLY TEST SCHEDULE:

     Oct. 1 (Sat) -> Economics

                        -> Physics

     Oct. 3 (Mon)-> English

                        -> Algebra

                        -> Chinese

     Oct. 4 (Tue)-> Trigonometry

                        -> CLF (Catholic Life Formation)

                        -> Filipino

…arrrggHH!!! i feeL so much pressure is on meeH… ahaha… but i knw some of it are my own doings… but others.. i dunno nah… hahaiz… i am soooo scared that i myt get a D… a failing mark in  the card…  i ddnt even want a C but yeah~ have one nah in aLgeb.. an 83… not bad considering i was expecting a D becoz of my very very low score in the quaterly test… how will i survive? aaarrrgghh! xD i really wana cry nah… huhuhu… i wna die… ahaha but it’s all gna be good… i knw.. coz my Father is der looking over meeh… nd i have my friends who are praying for meeh.. nd of corz my fam too.. i just hope this feeling i have now will jst go away! i feel so useless.. ahaha…. i knw am not spoz to… gez ts jst one of those days…

i’m chattin wd friends as i blog.. nd i am slowly… smehow feeling better… tenkyooh Lord… i will cast my burden upon Him.. ders a verse for that… i’l find it nya… 

hhmmm.. on wd d aders things… uhm.. i went to byF knina…  nd hirs d verse we discussed on after playin a shrt game.. John10:27-30 "My sheep listen to voice; I know them, and they know me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one can snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch  them out of my Father’s hand. I and the Father are one."  ponder on this will yooh? 

after byF was gna go to a parteeh.. bt since wala may klaru…  i ddnt go.. went wd my fameehly nlng nd we ate in yala den went home… ahaha…

hmmm… waht else? weLL… nuthin much.. bt cant wait to celebrate d burdeeh of our very dear friend anney~! smething to look forward to at least.. XD smethin bin lukin forward to since last sat nd it smehow helped meeh go through this week… nd mind yooh… this week was such a drag nd tiring ka.u… super! XD

i gez dts a rap… am gna chat a lil mre.. prepare for bed.. den do devotions.. nd shleep… hpe i can wake up early to make anney’s girt… tc yooh all! let’s keep prayin…

I LOVE YOOH LORD!!! *mwah…

-a11is0n-

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