...m0ndaY...

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woke up wid anney's miscaLLs.. hihihi... tenks anneY... but i feLL ashLeep again nd mum woke meeh up for LuncH... i went down nd went up again coz i said i needed to pee but then i ended up takin a quick shower since i had an appoinment wd anney, drivin lessons at 1pm... we were gonna have drivin lessons... but then yeah instructors were'nt avialable tiL noV. 3... ehehehe.... 

 was gona hang in anney's pLace but mum would'nt allow meeh [made meeh cry ] i thought it was unfair coz i only went out once [although it was an overnyt stay in tabuelan.. hihihi] and my sis went out a lot lyk thrice... nd she sed if we went awt i'd spend again.. well wen i went to tabuelan i ddnt ask money from them nd i bought sun load wd my own money... plus i treated d fam wd jobido treats last sat nd again my money... [knda makin meeh feeL independent but my money's running awt.. ahahaha plus we have to go grocery this weD] there was no point to it all and i really felt it was unfair...  

had telebabad session wd my very good friend anney... tokd about lots of nothings nd watched tv together... rave and art attck... but i was sad  at first wen she called because [for anney's privacy   ---> CENSORED <---] anney yooh just ddnt know how badly i wanted to go there when yooh called nd *toot*  and yes i had that lousy friend feelin yooh felt with princess... but in the end all was good  see how the Lord fixes things...  tenkyooh Lord... [anney call meeh anney time the next time yooh feel that way again oki?? prnz too... luv yooh both.. and of course d special luy.. emmie...]  my friends.. my blessings  weeH~ 

we moved the plan of hangin out at prinz's house to weD since tom wud be nov. 1 nd ppl will most lykly be with their famileeh and stuff...  tiimy wont be able to go though coz he's in surigao ryt now nd he'll be back nov 3  

since it was timmy who wanted to go out... we myt be goint out on the sat wen skul's back... nov 11.. i'll try to make it... coz we'l be havin classes in the mornin and gettin of cards in the afternun [this class day is payment for this fridays classed which was cancelled coz thurs was declared a holiday coz twas d end of ramadan.. so yea... ahaha i'm confusin whoever is readin so nvrmnd] 

stiLL ddnt do my skul work... had d plan too...spent the rest of the day staring at the tV screen [wasnt really enjoyin it] and yeah shleepin.. next thing i knew twas tym for dinner.... 

chatted wd anney... malz.. sandz [she's back from vacation.. wB!].. rachel... angeli... yannie... wyL i was on the fone wd prnz and watchin tv... and friendster too... i have to make rachel a multiply site i forgot... i'll do it tom/later [it's 1.55am] after i shleep.. i was attending to lotsa ppl and i was confused.. ahaha.. but it was fun...  

 worried bout my algeb, trigo, nd chinese still... lyk i sed.. twill be this week they'l be callin i think.... 

i gez that's all...

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENLY ANG!!! 

   let's sing... 

     Happy Birthday to yooh...  Happy Birthday to yooh...  Happy Birthday...
                Happy Birthday...   Happy Birthday Kenly.. 
    [belated actually since it's 1.58] ahahaha 

     God bless yooh even more and may yooh grow deeper in Him... hope yoor happy...
        enjoi~ 

my back aches... 
oh well~ off to beD i go... 
be greetin some people later too... 
sorry if this was long aneey... if yoor readin.. coz yooh sed yooh wuD.. LoL! 
...i'm hungry again... better shleep.. anney will scold meeh.. xD 
2:10am [zZz]

...God is so so good... indeed He is great... 

-a11is0n-
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...doesn't feeL Lyk sunday... =/

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sunday morning... my mum awakens meeh.. den i fought wd sis on who shud shower first.. LoL... den i went back to shleep... ahaha.. this tym dad wakes meeh up nd he's dressed nd almost ready to go...  so i went in d shower quickly... soon, i too was dressed.. xD den my mum as usual wasnt quite ready.. ahaha.. even though she was ahead of meeh... xp

we went to church bt ddnt we were'nt able to attend mass... well yooh see.. my mum applies lotion in d car... brushes her hair in there too [same wd meeh.. xp] den she was drivin coz dad was drivin d beetle/bao car.. voxwagon.. xD [coz yeah d vox club thing.. i'll get to dt later...] ...so yea we reach our destination... xp CApitoL church... so as we made our way to d church mum decide to grab her hanky... she forgot she used her hanky to wrap her rings as she was applyin lotion... so dey feel... luckily mum noticed ryt away nd saw d 2 rings in an instant.. but d third ring was missing... the WEDDING RING!!! *gasp*  [d ring dad gave mum d day they decided to spend each others lyf together in watever condition...  wid God as der witness... ] of all the rings... nd yesterday was der anniversary [10/29] ahaha... oh my! so yea... we kept lukin.. lukin on d ground.. nd i noticed ppl too wer helpin us luk... d no. of ppl increased.. lyk first 1 den 2 den 4 den 7.. ahaha wow.. but not really all at d same tym.. so yea... mum sed she dsnt care watever ring, although dt ring wasnt worth dt much [compared to d ader rings]... she'd rather have d other rings lost... dt ring has been wid her for 17 long blessed years now.. [praise the LOrd!] we all wanted to find it badly... i txtd emmie nd anney bout it even nd ja-mes to help pray... we wer frustrated... nd so yea dad decided to go home nd pick JuLimaR up... our house boy... it was funny at first coz he came wd a dust pan nd walis tingting.. ahaha..  bt yeah it was necessary to find d ring coz der was a puddle der too... my mum went in d car prayed den went out to luk.. she did dt twice i thnk.. until d third tym she went in nd prayed hard... she glanced on d side of her chair... nd der it was... it wasnt der wen dey searched d car over nd over agen... bt suddenly der it was.. WOW.. D POWER OF PRAYER...  tenks to d ppl who helped pray too... :D tenkyooh Lord! God is good! praise Him!! :D weeH~

after the whole thing was over... the mass was done... ahaha ppl started goin awt even before we found the ring.. LoL... we gave d ppl hu helped a lil cash just to show how tenkful we are.. [hpe no one was offended].. dad went to take jULimar bak home den he'd go to uncle dindo's [he's our tito actually just got used to callin him dt..] to meet him der nd den dey go to d meeting thing wd d beetles.. meeh, mum, nd sis went to carmelite's to say our thanksgiving prayer... after which we went to crossroads to eat in ice castle... i was so full ahaha *wink*

after eatin we went to off roads to meet dad but he wasnt der yet so we went to kartzone... ended up carting wd sis... i always wanted to cart bt i jst get too shy to try.. bt dt tym twas nly us nd so i gave it a try.. ahaha.. it was a bumpy ride nd yeah.. my neck hurt after.. LoL! gi bump pa jud ku sa aku sis xp

after we went back to off roads nd saw all d diff kinds off beetle cars nd some of 'em were kewl nd i ddnt knw yooh cud do that to a beetle.. xp

we left our dad wd uncle dindo nd dem ader peeps... off we went to yala nd saw my cuz nd he's really mature now.. he's catchin up on my height nd his voice change.. became more mature nd gwapo... well he is family so yeah, d LOOKs *wink* ahaha XD nd i just loaded my sun... followin mum nd sis to wherever... later got some pizza hut to go den we went to greenwhich to eat.. ahaha i juz lyk pizza hut's better... xD sreeh if it seemed rude.. i just comforted myself wd d thought dt deyl think mosst ppl prefer greenwhich coz we had more orders from der.. LoL nd as on pizza hut's part... free aD! xD pathetic thoughts too comfort meeh a lil... ahaha LmaO! xp den dad met us der...

off to grocery... homebound... :D

chatted wd lotsa ppl... phoned prnz who shocked meeh wd a news... nd tc... stomach was upset too bt it went away.. so yea...

TENKYOOH LORD!!! take meeh back into yoor arms again.. i admit am backslidin... I LOVE YOOH LORD!!!

...a sinner

..stained

.human

-a11is0n-

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2.32am 

stress oh stress… keeps haunting meeh! xD

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ugh!!! aaarrrgghhh!! waht is it wd teachers today?? it’s lyk they gave us freedom last week (which i did enjoi) nd then now.. all of the sudden… all these deadlines… quizes… nd most of them unannounced… dey sed it was well not properly… imagine using friendster bulletin to announce assignments??! [tenks by the way to our beloved secretareeh jaye who showed concern by posting it but still others lyk meeh ddnt get to read it... although it aint yoor fault bt i knda blame the teachers for not announcin it themselves in class.. xD] nd in ym.. offlyn msg??!! waHk! [tenks to jacky to.. bt i ddnt quite understand that.. xD] oh well~ i guess again, this is my fault for not being so ‘into’ my studies or smething… nd i am sreeh for havin a lyf awtside skul!! ahaha.. kiddin… waHk!! i dunt understand my feeling no more… i am frustrated.. stressed awt.. sad.. . afraid nd scared [the test is ds sat!!!!] waHk!!

i will no longer wonder if i, or any classmate of myn, wil suddenly go insane… i mean c’mon! teachers… i beg yooh.. if yooh cud pls distribute the assignments.. not all at once.. xD in chinese too… we had quiz early ds morning which i wasnt really able to prepare myslef for [due to reasons i'd rather not mention...] nd we have another chi quiz tom… nd on thurs too… we also have HE props due tom.. i missed the trigo remedial for that… i missed the chance of joining the waht myt have bin the ‘key’ to open my mind to trigo! xD [sreeh if i sound drunk coz readin agen waht i wrote.. smethings sound wrong.. but at this point.. i dun really care.. as if smeone wud bother read this nd listen to all my ranting.. xD] anyways, ders also physics experiments… nd econ-physics project… physics proj… waHk! nd more! i wud fail to mention because of my inabilty to think ryt now… my brain is numb.. dead.. idle… yet i continue to rant… xD why??? yooh ans. meeh [f smeone s reading xD] i no longer want to think.. i no longer want to reason awt.. maybe later or in a day or two… but ryt now.. i just wna say [type] waht goes into my head.. i dunt care f it is grammatically incorrect.. xD ahaha… it is no longer my concern.. :p *bleeh*

waHk!! i heard smethin stunning today by the way.. earlier we had our music periodical nd we had to change to different [rather warm] clothes to suite the music… ahaha… it was soooo HOT!!! soooo WARM!!! xD waHk!! [waht's wrong wd d wrld?? yooh people r destrying it! the ozone layer.. greenhouse effect.. blah! xD] anyhow, my classmate said this stunning sentence… it went something lyk: "Lord!! why is it so hot?! we don’t deserve this!"… i am pretty sure wd d wrds "we don’t deserve this" coz it surely stunned/shocked/aghast/surprised/dismayed/appalled meeh… XD how cud she say we dunt deserve dt??  i mean we all deserve to die actually.. to burn in hell because of our sins… we are spoz to suffer… to be destroyed becoz of our sins… i have learned from Eric Ryan Co… my friend.. who wrote smething b4.. and the essence of waht he wrote jst stuck to my head… he said there that God created us… and we sin a lot… as we sin we hurt God… we, the creations He love, hurt Him a whole lot… we hurt Him more than enuf to give Him the reason to destroy us nd kill us all… He should kill us to stop the hurting ryt?? but He ddnt… see how great His love is for us?? truly is amazing.. He even sent His Son down with us.. He made His Son lyk us.. a human being… nd He took all the insults, the pain, the agony, the mocking form us.. His beloveds… can yooh imagine yoor girlfriend? yoor boyfriend? bestfriend? yoor mum or dad? sister or brother?? can yooh imagine them insulting yooh nd mocking yooh the way we did to Jesus?? it wud hurt so deeply ryt?? ahaha… i need not to ask yooh coz i know it does.. huhuhuhu… so sad.. but yooh know waht?? we shud be thankful our God is a loving and forgiving Father… 

    

    here’s a verse i memorized from dvbs 2003 i think? xD uhm..

      Ephesians 2:8-9 "For it is by grace yooh have been saved, through faith… and this not from yoorselves, it is the gift of God… not by works, so that no one can boast." 

wow! such a be-a-u-tiful verse!! xD we have been saved by His grace!!! He did it all!! not us.. not by our works… He did it all…  so we can’t boast about this..  wow Lord!! tenkyooh so so much for the grace and the joy i’m feeling as of the moment..  weeeH~ ahaha…

oohhh… the past few days:

 

friday.. in byf…

      we came late coz we went striaght to princess… we had the snax wd us pa jud! bang!! xD ahia charles said pastor was mad.. bt wen we arrived.. he seemed oki… oh yeah karla went too nd am sreeh if i wasnt really wd her coz i tot dem prnz r ‘clicking’ turns awt.. prnz went wd her coz la daw cya kuyug.. xD made meeh feel guilty! waHk!! nd uhm… yeah.. the verse John 10:27-30(?)  was the verse we discussed bout.. [typin this.. i think i blogged bout friday.. but then agen am sooo not sure.. wait i think i did.. oh well~]

saturday.. anney celebrates…

   saturday we celebrated anney’s birthday (09/20/05) ahaha.. went very late lyk 4+ instead of lunch tym xD … twas sad nly meeh, jush, nd kenneth was able to go coz dem emmie nd shtan’s parent/s were mad.. nd uhm… timmy had a competition… jerry had no transpo… nd prnz ddnt go coz she had to ‘man’ xD to bantay der tindahan… xD oh well~ am glad i went coz anney sed i made her feel special… am glad she felt that….  weeH~

sunday: i missed qpids grand finals! ggrr… xD i bought a thesaurus! weeh~ a clip board… a bu: Expanding yoor view.. seeing the world God’s way… produced by: youth with a mission..  [hope i rily read it] nd uhm.. yeah got soooo annoyed coz of personal reasons i’d rather not say…

ranting agen tuk away [smehow] my frustrations… ahaha

bt i myt get frustrated agen coz hafta studeeh chinese bontoy!! arrgh!! XD nyways… ciao!!

i gez dats a rap… :p

man ds loooooong. xD

buhbye~! God bless!

-a11is0n-

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*shmyl… even if yooh feel lyk frownin…